January 17, 2019

Oh my god, it's been a fricking while since I posted stuff in my journal and this is going to be a long one. I'm going to talk about my significant points in 2018. First off is that I met new people in 2018, including Nidoquake who is fricking awesome as hell! I moved on to my life to meet new awesome people instead of the old haters who hated me for no reason!!!! Also met, Matt and Spencer from NGTV, Fisty Cake, People from Everpoppin which sadly died after a few months..., SnupCraft, bladedshard and his awesome team! I'm glad I met all of them on discord because they are fricking amazing. Another thing is that I finally got my Nintendo Switch and GameCube Controllers along with Mario Kart 8 Deluxe, Pokemon: Let's Go Pikachu and Super Smash Bros Ultimate and also my Elgato HD60 S and my Logitech C920 HD 1080p which upgraded my stream. Another thing that's great is that finally the whole Whale Squad finally got on Discord which is pretty cool since I don't use Skype anymore (which used to be the good ol' platform for Minecraft). However there are things that make my life suck more than I needed in my life. First off, Dad got angry at me for "breaking" his laptop which costed $1k which I have to replace the motherboard with, still haunts me to this day since it happened late 2018. I also still haven't gotten my drivers license and I failed already the 2nd time for my drivers test which sucks, total of 6 times (3 attempts per test). I wanted to get the car fixed first since it's unstable for me to drive it but Mom keeps saying it's fine which might be that she is right and I'm just delaying stuff or she's just making me go faster studying since I haven't done any shit at all. That also includes me not getting a part-time job, even as well half-assing my college career stuff. I wished that life wasn't that hard to manage and was easier. But that's the true aspect of being an INFP as I'm not pretty much extroverted like my cousins. Even though being an Introvert is pretty cool in some cases, most cases in my opinion isn't really that awesome. I wish and hope for 2019 is that I get to climb up and become popular both on YouTube, Twitch and also the artist and entertainment industry as a group called Fantastic8 and also the Whale Squad and also solo.

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