Logicism's Journal

I went to two parties in a row and so far the first one went smooth since I played with my cousin Julian as we played Fortnite and Smash Ultimate and Melee. The second one so far isn't really that great as I am feeling woozy and my stomach hurts from eating so much food. I'm trying to get over it but I cant since I'm trying to get used to pretty much hanging out with my older cousins but to be honest I'd rather prefer hanging out with Julian. For my therapy sessions, it's been like so far like more nervewracking everytime I visit him. But anyways, I'll try to report more as pretty much there's nothing else to report.

I haven't updated my blog in a while and I have a few reasons why. The couple reasons why is because the least important one is I've been planning out my future as I finish my digital photography class. But the really most important one that's been affecting me the most is my social anxiety and depression. These days my life has been pretty much sad. My mental health and well-being is comparable to someone bring physically sick if that makes sense. I did however get an appointment for me to meet with a therapist for therapy and help with my issues. I've been dealing with Social Anxiety Disorder and Depression and it has hurt my college life a lot. Which is, taking less classes than expected, missing attendance, falling grades, and not being able to get a job and taking care of myself. The feelings I get is pretty much my heart races and my chest tightens when I do go to college and meet people for anxiety. My depression makes me feel sad in a way I feel like I'm poi...